No.
NO.
NOOO!

She's feeling ->: contemplative

We just sat in the car, suddenly raising our voices, suddenly crying, suddenly tearing, suddenly the gushing of the past weeks unhappiness just overwhelmed the rational heads, suddenly the world didnt matter anymore, and suddenly, it hitted me realising I wasnt the only one feeling that same pain.

So, talking it out does heel somewhat.

Or perhaps after some period you just learnt and gotten all immuned to pain.

Everyone needs a bff to lean on. I'm glad I've found a reliable one. =)

She's feeling ->: thankful

A lot of things happened recently. Not very positive mostly.

Work wise, I've finally blown up (not that it reflects very nice on me), the explanation, then the confrontation. Which led me to realising, enough is enough. I'm holding on cos of my laziness. And mostly I dont know who to tell, bcos it's really long and tiring to explain to someone who isnt in the same company. Prolly only Cin. And she's leaving in less than 3 weeks' time. =( Oh and Eliz! But she's planning to throw anytime soon.

Then! The preparation. Sometimes there's just no telling who's right or wrong. Individuals have different perceptions and thinking. Who's to say who or what is right and wrong? Ultimately what does it boil down to?

I only count my blessings that I have Mr.Wong who's alys so understanding and supportive, Bestie who's always there to catch me when I fall, and Cousin for always having to listen to my rantings and understanding how the genes in our family works. LOL.

I need load of love! =(

She's feeling ->: crappy

Credits: http://mitchalbom.com/books/node/5515#

Albom’s first nonfiction book since Tuesdays with Morrie, Have A Little Faith begins with an unusual request: an 82-year-old rabbi from Albom’s old hometown asks him to deliver his eulogy.

Feeling unworthy, Albom insists on understanding the man better, which throws him back into a world of faith he’d left years ago. Meanwhile, closer to his current home, Albom becomes involved with a Detroit pastor – a reformed drug dealer and convict – who preaches to the poor and homeless in a decaying church with a hole in its roof.

Moving between their worlds, Christian and Jewish, African-American and white, impoverished and well-to-do, Mitch observes how these very different men employ faith similarly in fighting for survival: the older, suburban rabbi, embracing it as death approaches; the younger, inner-city pastor relying on it to keep himself and his church afloat.

As America struggles with hard times and people turn more to their beliefs, Mitch and the two men of God explore issues that perplex modern man: how to endure when difficult things happen; what heaven is; intermarriage; forgiveness; doubting God; and the importance of faith in trying times. Although the texts, prayers and histories are different, Albom begins to realize a striking unity between the two worlds - and indeed, between beliefs everywhere.

In the end, as the rabbi nears death and a harsh winter threatens the pastor’s wobbly church, Albom sadly fulfills the last request and writes the eulogy. And he finally understands what both men had been teaching all along: the profound comfort of believing in something bigger than yourself.

Have a Little Faith is a book about a life’s purpose; about losing belief and finding it again; about the divine spark inside us all. It is one man’s journey, but it is everyone’s story.



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Okay. I'm a free thinker, sometimes I find myself to be more of a atheist. Sometimes I hate myself for not believing in a greater power up there. Sometimes I'm just happy the way I choose to believe.


Nevertheless, Mitch Albom's books are definitely inspirations you cant miss. I totally heart Tuesdays With Morrie. I used to read it on bus/train journeys home. And then. I always teared. Very embarassing! But I have no control over it. =P

This book, less tear-wrenching, but nevertheless equally if not more inspiring. Religion aside (if you're a free-thinker like me), you'll find that there's so much more inspirations and valuable life lessons you can learn abt.


I wanna reread the book again.

Tags: mitch albom, novel
She's feeling ->: calm

*Sings: Happy bdaysssssss to U & UUUUU!!!**


Worst stock take ever! Ytd I still had kopi soh with me, and I totally adore her la! Then today! UGH. The stupid woman and that stupid man. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Whatever, seriously.


Now some pics from some time ago.



The crazy bouquets within a week.





This though, is a much pleasant surprise! =)





These made me realised how KPO my colls are. So funny the way they tried to sound me out, like who gave the bouquets and all. Then they crowded ard my desk, tried to act discreet then squatted down, and persistantly probed. =.= My work would suck fuck time if not for them. =D



I had to process TONES of membership stuff for Jun, made me stayed until 12am+++ for these..





Then I fought with Nic until he got me help for Jul's applications, and thanks to Cousin..






Thanks to Mr.Wong, i have one more duck to my collection!! It's the most donald-lookalike duck!!



*HAPPY*~~




Bestie and I are seriously bad influence for each other. This is what we ordered for just a dinner @ Ikea.


The SPREAD!




- 6 pcs chicken wings -


- 10 pcs sweddish meatballs -


- sth salmon-ish -


- My current top fave! Daim cake. BADDD fatty influence by bestie again. =P -


- A definite must-have! Choc mousse! -


Alot of ppl walked past us damn wide-eyed. At first when we placed orders, we were still afraid it might not be enough. >.< DAMN PAISEY!

Just nice that we bumped onto her friend, who's an air stewardess. She went with her buddy. The 2 of them (her bud's a guy) ordered 2 soups, the same salmon thingy, and 10 pcs meatballs. And they felt as thou they'd ordered alot. Then bestie and i were like, ERMMMMMMM. EVEN MORE PAISEY. GLUTTONS LA. Sigh.

Bestie and I always tend to overorder. =.= BUT CANNOT HELP IT! We love variety!!!





And now my makeup!! Finally rearranged!







Miss sotong had recommended me to this brand of bb cream:




I kinda like it cos my face isnt as dry with it as base. I've stopped using concealer altogether as i felt this was more than enough. And it felt smoother to apply foundation on it. And the makeup can last me whole day long.

Although, it causes quite alot of "you pao" on my forehead. (Note: I dont apply on every inches of my face, mainly T-zone area where i need some concealing. LOL.) And the shiny look after a long day. It looks damn shiny but it isnt oily la!


Then I saw this online and got totally tempted and eventually succombed to it:



Very enticing smell! I think alot of ppl would be tempted to smell my face after i apply it! =P *SIAO* Gonna try it out!!!


AND, i think i've alr ranted to ling n bestie but REALLY! I still cant believe its that frigging hard to find a lasting cream eyeliner! SERIOUSLY. And those big brands, all cmi la! The bestest I tried was Kate, also by Kanebo. But STILL! Not gd enuf for me!


Oh and thanks to ling, i can finally stick on falsies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So much faster to put on as compared to mascara! YAYYYYY~~ Finally mastered it!!! THANKS BABE!! And so.... ...





Ling is mad! I think she has abt 100 pairs??????? *sense bad influence too* =X


Okay damn mad sleepy now!!!! NIGHT!!!

Tags: cosmetics, food, ikea
She's feeling ->: sleepy